Today i was reminded of the 2 songs someone sent me. It was the first time i've heard them and it was also the first time i cried, just by listening to music. At that point of time, i'd experienced the darkest moments of my life. And everyday, it's like as if i'm struggling to live. But the songs managed to save me. ‘Try’, and ‘I'll stand by you’.

So to me, nothing can probably make me feel worse than that. I'm glad i survived and i believe everyday is a gift! Tmr will be good again. :-)